All You Need Just A Cup Of Tea

Judul ini udah gue posting dari tahun lalu. Pas banget last December 2019. tapi tepat di saat gue nemu judul yang bagus, gue kehilangan mood untuk nulis. Waktu gue liat judul ini lagi di draft blog dan mengingat apa yang terjadi selama dua tahun ke belakang, spesifiknya di 2020, gue merasa sangat perlu untuk nulis 'isi' nya. So, there you go! BELUM ADA PRESTASI DI TAHUN INI, TAPI ANEHNYA GUE LEBIH BANYAK BERSYUKUR Gue cape menggunakan platform sosial media untuk posting atau lihat hal-hal yang korelasinya tentang " kesuksesan "  dengan standar yang bias. Selain itu, gue merasa cape untuk sibuk cari validasi sosial. Jadi hari ini, gue memutuskan untuk cerita soal gagal, realita kalo I'm just an imperfect human being. Like all of us.  ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I didn't met my benchmark this year. Jujur gue nggak tau apakah gue harus ikutan menyalahkan COVID-19 ata...

Disclaimer: This is a story of my relationship experience.  If you read mine, years later after I wrote it in here, he probably has changed to be a better person than I've known. But still, I just want to share it here as my private story or it can be a lesson to my future relationship - perhaps.  I just don't wanna do the third same-mistakes in my life. So, I gotta remind myself here.  Dear Lala, I trust you are well and in good health whenever you are, wherever you are. This is 22 years old Lala writing the letter. I am writing to warn you to not let other people choose the direction of your life. In the end, you must decide. I've been so denial for a very long time that I've trapped in a toxic relationship for years. Otherwise, in regards to staying awake from reality, I'm trying my best to help everyone's life from every toxic relationship that they had. I promise them that they will have a better life with a better guy/girl. But I never promise...