Will this be a motivational post that I've ever written? No. I hate motivation. Why society really needs motivation to swing between chapter to chapter of life? can we just....leave a blank space for some pages? The world is broken anyway. Hang on, folks! Oh, seems like it's really good to be back. I've been so trapped between my draft on chillean paradox which I planned to publish this weekend on my medium and last but not least....my personal statement. So, here I am. Waking up at 4 a.m, eating my mars which I bought last January on my Singapore trip, and Moving to my blog. Writting. Something that excites me somehow. No. This post will no have a clear plot like usual. I just wanna write everything on my mind, what keeps me up lately, in this blog. But hey! this is the part of the art, isn't it? Sometimes I love abstract and impulsive things. Tend to be there, no meaning. Why everything should have a mean? Do bugs also have an important task in this life?...