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A ticking bomb

I'm like a ticking bomb, 

excessive pressure of emotion;

that soon to be exploded;

waiting for the detonator to click on me

while charging my self  with materials; negative surrounding

The abandon, ignorance, craving for validation. 

How long should I wait? 




God, I just wanna be loved sincerely by everyone. Is it too much to ask for? 




- April 2024

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