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A post for Karina Erdian

 Dear Karin, 

Today is my birthday and I want to dedicate this special post on my 25th birthday to you.

I started my 25th birthday this morning with a fulfilled feeling. Thank God for everything God has given to me and all of the love that I receive from my surroundings. 

You know, your wishes are what I've been waiting for the most so please don't ever forget my birthday, okay? well even tho I often misremembered your birthday lol 

It such a lovely day but my eyes was burst into tears this morning when I read your letter.

There's a lot of things that I want to say to you. Like a lot, mungkin nggak cukup untuk ditulis semua disini.

You are someone I would never imagine living without. In so many ways, we are closer than sisters, and tighter than the most loyal thieves. No one knows me as much as you do. That’s why I wanted to do this in writing just to remind you how much you mean to me. We might not be together physically every day, but I hope you know I’m always thinking about you. I hope you have been good since the last time we have a long story to talk. Here’s to becoming greater best friends. I thank God for you every day.

Sometimes, later in life, I would like to say sorry for not being able to be there for you both physically and mentally. There will be moments we won't feel like chatting or talking as much as we do because lots of things happened between us, but I promise to always be the friend you always lean on since 2015 and it will be. 

This letter is telling you how much I treasure of friendship and everything we have gone through over the past many years. Along the way, we have changed, fought over the ugly things and insufficient feeling, but at the end of the day, we have always made up and truly inseparable. 

Sending love to the only solid person in my life, and cheers to any more Ramen! 

Once again, thank you for being exist, and being the most magnificent person in my life. In sickness, and in health, you will always be my go-to person. I keep it as an oath. 

With Love,

L. 


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  1. N3 Oktober 2022 pukul 06.41

    aaaaa gabisa baca ginian :(
    can we just sit and listen to dunia tipu-tipu? I love you so much lakkkkkk can't wait for more Ramen!!!!

    BalasHapus

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